Puisi terkirim

Langkah perjalanan ini pernah terjejak di dalam benak kita. Ternyata menjadi kenyataan terpijaki bersama. Detaknya sama dengan jutaan gemuruh pacu jantung. Elahan demi elahan menjadi musik samar. Ditengarai pernah didengar di suatu masa hidup dulu. Dulu sekali...Sehingga ingatan tentang kapannya, tertelan bumi. Mosaik peristiwa merubah dirinya menjadi lempengan metal. Berwarna merah tembaga. Memantul-mantul...Menyilaukan kesadaran...sampai ke ambang. Batas nisbi. Gairah terseret arus panas meronta-pontal. Udara lindap memadat menjelajahi jiwa lalu kita menggerah. Mencari nafas sebiru samudera. Ada tanya yang tak berujung jawab. Seruntun tafsir yang tak punya makna. Sekelumit tatap menjeritkan ribuan kata. Gelembung-gelembung udara penuh fatamorgana. Meraih kenyataan kehilangan fananya. Hidup ini, penuh episode penantian. Ke penantian berikutnya...

Waiting for the coming year

After years we breath away..

we, then know
life is not measured by
the number of breaths we take,
but by the moments
that take our breath away...

so, we change
do not pray for easy lives
instead, pray to be stronger

do not pray for task equal to our powers
pray for powers equal to our tasks

then,
the doing of our work shall be no miracle
but,
we - our self shall be a miracle

it needs time
longing for a shining life
because of our desperation

but a coming year
do not need a weaken mind
it needs awakening mind

God always bless all the years we have!

Marsha

i love you De
more than words

I miss you De
all the time

I need you De
even in my old time

I care of you De
but you don't even know

Got scholarship

Proficiat Syaza!

you have passed test on 8th Dec 2007
with satisfying score
you deserve to accept the 40% scholarship
of Kyungsung University
for 8 (eight) semesters
after you finished The Korean Language Course
and, you will have the opportunity
to get more than 40% scholarship
if you pass the second test on July 2009

I am sure that you can achieved it dear
bravo Syaza!
believe me
life is full of magic
but you have to work, work, work
smarter n smartest even more
your life future
is in your palm then

a palm of God!

Free Fiscal

Facilitation
Related to
Exchange people
Exit the country

For best
Image, out of
Shameless, and a
Credibility to
All the people
Love their nation

(hehehe, pengalaman dimarahin pejabat pajak karena kirim kue lebaran haji. Buat KPK sukses ya, berhasil mengecilkan mental korupsi pegawai negeri). Bravo!

20 (twenty) Wishes

Bis (1) mi (2) llah (3) hir (4) rah (5) man (6) nir (7) ra (8) him (9) mi (10)
kaf (11) ha (12) ya (13) ain (14) sad (15) ha (16) ya (17) mim (18) sin (19) qaf (20)
*(QS. Maryam/19: 1) & *(QS. As Syura/42:1,2)

Plots

you should remember
that you have given me these situations
you developed me
from these situations

your imagination comes
taken to literally, to communicative
there was bitterness, hostility,
also antagonism, opposition,
unfriendliness, incompatibility,
........
anyway, you plot me in!
sshh! why do not I care of it???

you picked my consciousness away
then re-turn on you
times in years
the paradoxes of
meanings in blindness

oopss, couldn't counting on what ashamed me!

It was eleven-twelve

I remember THOREAU said about:
" Not that the story need be long, but it will take a long while to make it short".

..our short story indeed may not be long,
but it has taken some time for the telling...

you may have taken a close look
at what is involved in your successfully path found me,
as far as the journey is concerned by you...

you have examined
some of truth and reality of this soul
so that you can understand
how certain feeling may be applied

you would not pretend
that the story simply depends on
learning a few hopes tricks,
artistic talent, imagination,
affirmation and understanding,
your fellow heart being also play important roles...

you creating of believable character on me
who are well orchestrated in our relationship
...and the line that the story follows...

with given enough length
my characters are coloured by the set
which you will see what is going on
but rarely hears your "voice"

so, you were patient to be wait
in a very long queueing line...
watching your become turn
of your purpose
some seeming significance,
and not be something which starts no-place

you believe that
"you don't have to get it right first time"
Is it right dear???!!!

you will never ever show
your attempts at a story to anyone, either me
Now, you get it down on telling me
however it comes out of your mind, heart and soul
you have learned to perfect it

so could I to consider with these words:
"It is better to read one poem a hundred times
and keep it in your heart,
than to read a hundred poems
and remember them not at all"

thank you for reading me
thousands times...

Note: It might be 1212a you remind.