"Have you ever wondered who you might have been in a past life? Were you living an exciting, adventurous existence? Were you close to the same people you love now or were you enemies? Maybe your mother was your brother or your lover was your soulmate in another era, another body or another country.
Yes, it would be fun to have a sense for where our soul has traveled before our current journey..."
Thursday, August 30, 2007
INFJ again
"INFJs often have, without formal training, skills in group dynamics. Almost psychically, they are aware of various level of interaction between and among people. However, such awareness remains largely their own, and efforts to make the observations known to others can be frustrating to INFJs".
"INFJs' longing for harmony is such a driving force that they sometimes create tension in their relationships by working so determinedly to eliminate it. they would do better to work out tensions within themselves than to focus on external conflicts, because they often carry very heavy burdens. In some ways, this fosters a sense of martyrdom typically of Feelers generally. The INFJ goal of harmony is particularly difficult to achieve because the model for it is rarely articulated, though the drive toward it is nonetheless unrelenting".
***Guess "It" has INFJ personality.
"INFJs' longing for harmony is such a driving force that they sometimes create tension in their relationships by working so determinedly to eliminate it. they would do better to work out tensions within themselves than to focus on external conflicts, because they often carry very heavy burdens. In some ways, this fosters a sense of martyrdom typically of Feelers generally. The INFJ goal of harmony is particularly difficult to achieve because the model for it is rarely articulated, though the drive toward it is nonetheless unrelenting".
***Guess "It" has INFJ personality.
My four Preferences
Do you know that I am INFJ?
I (Introvert): I prefer to focus on the inner world of concepts and ideas.
N (iNtuitive): I tend to focus on the future, with a view toward patterns and possibilities.
F (Feeler): I tend to base my decisions primarily on values and on subjective evaluation of person-centered concerns.
J (Judger): I like a planned and organized approach to life and prefer to have things settled.
So, as an INFJ, I am gentle, compassionate, and accepting, yet given to streaks of extreme stubbornness. Some says: "When INFJs are committed to an ideal or cause, the stubbornness surfaces. These otherwise compliant, reserved individuals become extremely rigid and demanding of themselves an others, when pursuing a goal in the external world...INFJs are dreamers whose genius, caring, and concern can be an inspiration to many other people. In almost any interpersonal activity, from a board meeting to an intimate family gathering, the INFJ's quite strength is felt by others".
I (Introvert): I prefer to focus on the inner world of concepts and ideas.
N (iNtuitive): I tend to focus on the future, with a view toward patterns and possibilities.
F (Feeler): I tend to base my decisions primarily on values and on subjective evaluation of person-centered concerns.
J (Judger): I like a planned and organized approach to life and prefer to have things settled.
So, as an INFJ, I am gentle, compassionate, and accepting, yet given to streaks of extreme stubbornness. Some says: "When INFJs are committed to an ideal or cause, the stubbornness surfaces. These otherwise compliant, reserved individuals become extremely rigid and demanding of themselves an others, when pursuing a goal in the external world...INFJs are dreamers whose genius, caring, and concern can be an inspiration to many other people. In almost any interpersonal activity, from a board meeting to an intimate family gathering, the INFJ's quite strength is felt by others".
Poem that remind
To A STRANGER
by: Walt Whitman (1819-1892)
PASSING stranger! you do not know how longingly I look upon you,
You must be he I was seeking, or she I was seeking, (it comes to me as of a dream,)
I have somewhere surely lived a life of joy with you,
All is recall'd as we flit by each other, fluid, affectionate, chaste, matured,
You grew up with me, were a boy with me or a girl with me,
I ate with you and slept with you, your body has become not yours only nor left my body mine only,
You give me the pleasure of your eyes, face, flesh, as we pass, you take of my beard, breast, hands, in return,
I am not to speak to you, I am to think of you when I sit alone or wake at night alone,
I am to wait, I do not doubt I am to meet you again,
I am to see to it that I do not lose you.
by: Walt Whitman (1819-1892)
PASSING stranger! you do not know how longingly I look upon you,
You must be he I was seeking, or she I was seeking, (it comes to me as of a dream,)
I have somewhere surely lived a life of joy with you,
All is recall'd as we flit by each other, fluid, affectionate, chaste, matured,
You grew up with me, were a boy with me or a girl with me,
I ate with you and slept with you, your body has become not yours only nor left my body mine only,
You give me the pleasure of your eyes, face, flesh, as we pass, you take of my beard, breast, hands, in return,
I am not to speak to you, I am to think of you when I sit alone or wake at night alone,
I am to wait, I do not doubt I am to meet you again,
I am to see to it that I do not lose you.
Wednesday, August 29, 2007
Note of the day
Libra Reading
Saturn Transits Virgo (By Sign). Expect a major shift in love and career.
The planet most responsible for our biggest challenges and greatest accomplishments in work and love is creating a major shift this week - for everyone. Saturn, associated with commitment, limitation and worldly power, transits into Virgo on September 2 and stays there through July 2010 (except for a foray into Libra from October 30, 2009 to April 8, 2010). What will this mean for you?
Saturn Transits Virgo (By Sign). Expect a major shift in love and career.
The planet most responsible for our biggest challenges and greatest accomplishments in work and love is creating a major shift this week - for everyone. Saturn, associated with commitment, limitation and worldly power, transits into Virgo on September 2 and stays there through July 2010 (except for a foray into Libra from October 30, 2009 to April 8, 2010). What will this mean for you?
Story: "It" felt the Protagoras on itself
A metamorphose of "It" and describing itself to be "himself":
While myself as a Protagoras (in Greek: Πρωταγόρας) (ca. 490– 420 BC), I was a pre-Socratic Greek philosopher and is numbered as one of the sophist by Plato. In his dialogue "Protagoras", Plato credits me with having invented the role of the professional sophist or teacher of virtue.
I was born in Abdera, Thrace, in Ancient Greece. "In Plato's Protagoras, before the company of Socrates, Prodicus, and Hippias, he states that I am old enough to be the father of any of them. This suggests a date of not later than 490 B.C."
I died at about the age of seventy after forty years as a practicing Sophist. My death, then, may be assumed to have occurred circa 420.
"I was well-known in Athens and became a friend of Pericles. Plutarch relates a story in which the two spend a whole day discussing an interesting point of legal responsibility, that probably involved a more philosophical question of causation".
"In an athletic contest a man had been accidentally hit and killed with a javelin. Was my death to be attributed to the javelin itself, to the man who threw it, or to the authorities responsible for the conduct of the games?" I was not sure.
I, Protagoras was also renowned as a teacher who addressed subjects connected to virtue and political life. I was especially involved in the question of whether virtue could be taught, a commonplace issue of 5th Century B.C. Greece (and related to modern readers through Plato's dialogue). Rather than educators who offered specific, practical training in rhetoric and public speaking, I also attempted to formulate a reasoned understanding, on a very general level, of a wide range of human phenomena (for example, language and education). I then, seems to have had an interest in orthoepeia, or the correct use of words (a topic more strongly associated with his fellow-sophist Prodicus).My most famous saying is: "Man is the measure of all things: of things which are, that they are, and of things which are not, that they are not". (Like many fragments of the Presocratics, this phrase has been passed down to us without any context, and its meaning is open to interpretation).
I was also a famous proponent of agnosticism. In my lost work, On the Gods, I wrote: "Concerning the Gods, I have no means of knowing whether they exist or not or of what sort they may be, because of the obscurity of the subject, and the brevity of human life" (80 before DK).
Very few fragments from me have survived, though I was known to have written several different works: Antilogiae and Truth. The latter is cited by Plato, and was known alternatively as 'The Throws' (a wrestling term referring to the attempt to floor an opponent). It began with the "man the measure" pronouncement. They gave my name for their honour "The Protagoras crater on the Moon".
Even though I was a contemporary of Socrates, the philosopher of Abdera is considered a presocratic thinker. I followed the Ionian tradition that distinguishes the School of Abdera. The distinctive note of this tradition is criticism, a systematic discussion that can be identified as "presocratic dialectic", an alternative to the Aristotelian demonstrative method which has the fault of being dogmatic. The main contribution of me was perhaps my method of finding a better argument by discarding the less viable one. This is known as "Antilogies", and consists of two premises; the first is "Before any uncertainty two opposite theses can validly be confronted", the second is its complement: the need to "strengthen the weaker argument".
I knew that the less appealing argument could hide the best answer, which is why I stated that it was constantly necessary to strengthen the weakest argument. Having been born before Socrates himself, this progressive viewpoint in the development of consensual truth could conceivably have contributed to the progressive styles of many of the other great minds which followed me.
*Why I have to be or not to be a Protagoras? Do I love him to much so I become him then? The incarnation, what is the meaning of these....
I must digging the whole...
While myself as a Protagoras (in Greek: Πρωταγόρας) (ca. 490– 420 BC), I was a pre-Socratic Greek philosopher and is numbered as one of the sophist by Plato. In his dialogue "Protagoras", Plato credits me with having invented the role of the professional sophist or teacher of virtue.
I was born in Abdera, Thrace, in Ancient Greece. "In Plato's Protagoras, before the company of Socrates, Prodicus, and Hippias, he states that I am old enough to be the father of any of them. This suggests a date of not later than 490 B.C."
I died at about the age of seventy after forty years as a practicing Sophist. My death, then, may be assumed to have occurred circa 420.
"I was well-known in Athens and became a friend of Pericles. Plutarch relates a story in which the two spend a whole day discussing an interesting point of legal responsibility, that probably involved a more philosophical question of causation".
"In an athletic contest a man had been accidentally hit and killed with a javelin. Was my death to be attributed to the javelin itself, to the man who threw it, or to the authorities responsible for the conduct of the games?" I was not sure.
I, Protagoras was also renowned as a teacher who addressed subjects connected to virtue and political life. I was especially involved in the question of whether virtue could be taught, a commonplace issue of 5th Century B.C. Greece (and related to modern readers through Plato's dialogue). Rather than educators who offered specific, practical training in rhetoric and public speaking, I also attempted to formulate a reasoned understanding, on a very general level, of a wide range of human phenomena (for example, language and education). I then, seems to have had an interest in orthoepeia, or the correct use of words (a topic more strongly associated with his fellow-sophist Prodicus).My most famous saying is: "Man is the measure of all things: of things which are, that they are, and of things which are not, that they are not". (Like many fragments of the Presocratics, this phrase has been passed down to us without any context, and its meaning is open to interpretation).
I was also a famous proponent of agnosticism. In my lost work, On the Gods, I wrote: "Concerning the Gods, I have no means of knowing whether they exist or not or of what sort they may be, because of the obscurity of the subject, and the brevity of human life" (80 before DK).
Very few fragments from me have survived, though I was known to have written several different works: Antilogiae and Truth. The latter is cited by Plato, and was known alternatively as 'The Throws' (a wrestling term referring to the attempt to floor an opponent). It began with the "man the measure" pronouncement. They gave my name for their honour "The Protagoras crater on the Moon".
Even though I was a contemporary of Socrates, the philosopher of Abdera is considered a presocratic thinker. I followed the Ionian tradition that distinguishes the School of Abdera. The distinctive note of this tradition is criticism, a systematic discussion that can be identified as "presocratic dialectic", an alternative to the Aristotelian demonstrative method which has the fault of being dogmatic. The main contribution of me was perhaps my method of finding a better argument by discarding the less viable one. This is known as "Antilogies", and consists of two premises; the first is "Before any uncertainty two opposite theses can validly be confronted", the second is its complement: the need to "strengthen the weaker argument".
I knew that the less appealing argument could hide the best answer, which is why I stated that it was constantly necessary to strengthen the weakest argument. Having been born before Socrates himself, this progressive viewpoint in the development of consensual truth could conceivably have contributed to the progressive styles of many of the other great minds which followed me.
*Why I have to be or not to be a Protagoras? Do I love him to much so I become him then? The incarnation, what is the meaning of these....
I must digging the whole...
Note of the day
LUNAR ECLIPSE of 28th Aug 2007
Ooops, what a wonderful day!
What a wonderful earth and sky!
To Thou I thank you...
I am here speechless,
is that a very human thing, isn't it?
Moon enter to the earth's Penumbra
and exit then...
God! it takes 1,400,000km length from earth's Umbra...
while the lunar comes into the perfect Umbra
in a second,
my heart has beaten for thousands of time
overwhelmed, exaggerated, get stoned..
and when the orange circle change to the light one
I become surrender to my mother's Nature
It has to be unspoken!
yes, it has!
while seeing the red blood color to
the glittering chocolate
and the blue line goes sparkling to
the amazing silver
ooh, how a tremendous creative painting
To the greatest Creator I served!
Subhanallah, Subhanallah, Subhanallah
Ooops, what a wonderful day!
What a wonderful earth and sky!
To Thou I thank you...
I am here speechless,
is that a very human thing, isn't it?
Moon enter to the earth's Penumbra
and exit then...
God! it takes 1,400,000km length from earth's Umbra...
while the lunar comes into the perfect Umbra
in a second,
my heart has beaten for thousands of time
overwhelmed, exaggerated, get stoned..
and when the orange circle change to the light one
I become surrender to my mother's Nature
It has to be unspoken!
yes, it has!
while seeing the red blood color to
the glittering chocolate
and the blue line goes sparkling to
the amazing silver
ooh, how a tremendous creative painting
To the greatest Creator I served!
Subhanallah, Subhanallah, Subhanallah
Tuesday, August 28, 2007
Story: "It" was me
My life, it is not to diffuse me that I born of my parents, it is to identify me. It is not that I should be undecided, but that I should be decided. Something long preparing and formless is arrived than formed me. I henceforth secure, whatever comes and goes...
The preparation of me something that have been justified for very long time and such as an orchestra which have been sufficiently tuned their instruments, than the baton has given the signal...
Wonder that I was looking a long while for these "Intentions". I jumped the history of the past for myself, and for these chants -- over re-cited, I found it again and again. Me, it is not on the pages of fables or more on legends. Me, over than in any else. It is not in the present - It is earth today. Do you think I am the one of the miracle? No, none at all! (But for me only; I believe, I know of nothing else but miracles).
Some people are believe that each one of us is a soul in the infinite Cosmos/Cosmic and we come to earth in various incarnation to learn various lessons. When all the lessons are learnt and perfection is achieved than we become inhabitants of some higher plane living, a higher form of life. The soul carries with it a shell of memories and expectations and at the proper time the seed of it soul germinates in physical form in the womb of its mother...
*The Cosmos notes that each new birth has its inner desires and has corresponding with its destiny related to determines its time of its born.
May I describe myself as a Protagoras or anyone then...?
The preparation of me something that have been justified for very long time and such as an orchestra which have been sufficiently tuned their instruments, than the baton has given the signal...
Wonder that I was looking a long while for these "Intentions". I jumped the history of the past for myself, and for these chants -- over re-cited, I found it again and again. Me, it is not on the pages of fables or more on legends. Me, over than in any else. It is not in the present - It is earth today. Do you think I am the one of the miracle? No, none at all! (But for me only; I believe, I know of nothing else but miracles).
Some people are believe that each one of us is a soul in the infinite Cosmos/Cosmic and we come to earth in various incarnation to learn various lessons. When all the lessons are learnt and perfection is achieved than we become inhabitants of some higher plane living, a higher form of life. The soul carries with it a shell of memories and expectations and at the proper time the seed of it soul germinates in physical form in the womb of its mother...
*The Cosmos notes that each new birth has its inner desires and has corresponding with its destiny related to determines its time of its born.
May I describe myself as a Protagoras or anyone then...?
Note of the day
To think of time will be a re-instrospection. To think of today will be a spirit to continue the forward path. Do you think your life would not to be continue? Do you guess you will dread the earth so only? Do you fear the future would be nothing to you? Is today nothing? Is the beginning-less past nothing? If you think the future is nothing they are just as surely nothing! The time is in your thinking. You are constructived by time or time is constructived by you. It is your choices. Not your chances. So then, determine your destiny!
Monday, August 27, 2007
Story: "It" speaks to itself
"be aware that your charm and charisma could really be on the rise right now, and your creative energies might be peaking too..., so you really ought to try to make the most of this". "If you're just willing to make an effort, you might be able to take some important steps that could serve to alter your life in significant way right now!". Oops! "I realize love is the one of the most powerful energies of the universe, can I with this...?"
Note of the day
Still, we fear losing our unique perspective and can struggle to maintain our self-identity. In fact, our need for autonomy can be so strong that we exhibit unusual behavior in order to show how we are different from those around us...
Sunday, August 26, 2007
Story: The Pine tree
Describe "it" as one which full of life and energy, and "it" guided more by ideals than by practical consideration, "it" lost in wild imaginations but still has of some anticipated good."It" is here with us together and growing up for every second of it breath-away. "It" has it own constellation of a galaxy and has the rounded life ever. "It" is a phenomenon of an amazing grace. "It" happened in our 10 years period, and in every period "it" is still alive. "It" has many of new births...Maybe as a something that baffles understanding and can not be explained or by "how it get out is a mystery", then now it remains one of nature's secrets...!
Then we are in a journey to an interesting excavation going on near "It". To hollow it out probably as a well, or then to form as a ditch. We don't know yet. Sometimes while we are digging "it", it could stop moving and even immobilized. Suddenly behave coldly. But really that's way of it's mystery. Do we ready to receive a completely or exceptional thing? Actually, "it" is not fully developed or mature enough but with many Quotient it will become a spiritual guide of world and than processed the shedding tears of pain to happiness. And help change the sadness song lyrics...to be the happiest one.
Then we are in a journey to an interesting excavation going on near "It". To hollow it out probably as a well, or then to form as a ditch. We don't know yet. Sometimes while we are digging "it", it could stop moving and even immobilized. Suddenly behave coldly. But really that's way of it's mystery. Do we ready to receive a completely or exceptional thing? Actually, "it" is not fully developed or mature enough but with many Quotient it will become a spiritual guide of world and than processed the shedding tears of pain to happiness. And help change the sadness song lyrics...to be the happiest one.
Note of the day
How a dreamy day...., yet it's hard to block out the anxious thought from the overactive Mercury-Mars Square. Nevertheless, beautiful Venus oppose imaginative Neptune, so reality is colored by my fantasies.....
Friday, August 24, 2007
Story: Storey's Story
I have found "it" after years. Just like meet a new paradigm in this flat-off life (such a feeling of ruin thing). I am not in hurry to give "it" a label or color or any stigma...Maybe "it" is an enigma! From light to dark, vice-verse. From white to black. Sometimes go grey. Oh, an hypocrite one! Stand by and beside "it" seems like we are in a funeral at cemetery with analogical words such as 'digging', 'freeze', 'mystery', 'quite', 'green', 'goldsand', 'priest', 'tears', ' sad songs', etc.
Wishes: Lesson of the day
I learn the lessons and I place myself where the future becomes present
All forces have been steadily employed to complete and delight me
Now on this spot, I stand with my robust soul
The past and present wilt
I have been filled them or emptied them
And proceed to fill my next fold of the future
What you give me I cheerfully accept,
That you are here -- very life exists and identity,
That the powerful play goes on,
and you may contribute verse of my life journey
Than I think backward
of obedience, faith, adhesiveness,
as I stand here and look
there is to me something profoundly affecting in large masses of men,
following the lead of those who do not believe in men
A thousand perfect men and women will fade away
This time is important to forces ourselves for knowing,
Only ourselves understand ourselves and the like of ourselves,
As souls only understand souls
Oh, I trust to the future
Where I not only I but we, and we'll change become us
We are the atmosphere is,
transparent, receptive, pervious, impervious
and I also see the road will be continue,
than the journey ever continued
(by Walt Whitman in many parts...)
Note: For "Pine" which suffered in many pains...
All forces have been steadily employed to complete and delight me
Now on this spot, I stand with my robust soul
The past and present wilt
I have been filled them or emptied them
And proceed to fill my next fold of the future
What you give me I cheerfully accept,
That you are here -- very life exists and identity,
That the powerful play goes on,
and you may contribute verse of my life journey
Than I think backward
of obedience, faith, adhesiveness,
as I stand here and look
there is to me something profoundly affecting in large masses of men,
following the lead of those who do not believe in men
A thousand perfect men and women will fade away
This time is important to forces ourselves for knowing,
Only ourselves understand ourselves and the like of ourselves,
As souls only understand souls
Oh, I trust to the future
Where I not only I but we, and we'll change become us
We are the atmosphere is,
transparent, receptive, pervious, impervious
and I also see the road will be continue,
than the journey ever continued
(by Walt Whitman in many parts...)
Note: For "Pine" which suffered in many pains...
Story: The Beginnings
"Where shall I begin my story?" That is the question of everybody to "write" their life or the fiction. Might I start with a 'day that is different', or a 'moment of change' or anything that stay deep in my mind? But 'a decision must be made'. I think the better kind of beginning is the one which seems to be the most reasonable one of that story then. So, it will oversimplifying to the answer of the question of "where shall I begin my story?". More often than not, sometimes we do not truly know our story to its fullest degree until we have written it, don't we? Than now, how we can write a beginning that is best suited to it until we know what the story is? The answer is really quite simple, we don't write the beginning until we have written the story in full. Oops, is that kind of theory....?Actually what I want to do is to write any kind of a beginning which will get me off to a start. Seems it doesn't even have to be good beginning, because I will eventually come back to it and either scrap or rewrite it. It is as simple as that!
Then I will start with...:
The "Pine tree" (we call "it"), lively one, best dreamer ever, native of World, a resident of God's land, describe it charts life from the past to the future in the 'reality show of its life', amazing!, during the last decade.
Then I will start with...:
The "Pine tree" (we call "it"), lively one, best dreamer ever, native of World, a resident of God's land, describe it charts life from the past to the future in the 'reality show of its life', amazing!, during the last decade.
A Reminder
YANG FANA ADALAH WAKTU (SAPARDI DJOKO DAMONO, 1978)
Yang fana adalah waktu. Kita abadi:
memungut detik demi detik, merangkainya seperti bunga
sampai pada suatu hari
kita lupa untuk apa.
"Tapi,
yang fana adalah waktu, bukan?"
tanyamu. Kita abadi.
(Note: This poem remind me to start "my beginning story", can I finish than?)
Yang fana adalah waktu. Kita abadi:
memungut detik demi detik, merangkainya seperti bunga
sampai pada suatu hari
kita lupa untuk apa.
"Tapi,
yang fana adalah waktu, bukan?"
tanyamu. Kita abadi.
(Note: This poem remind me to start "my beginning story", can I finish than?)
Wednesday, August 15, 2007
Number
I don't know since when I have a special attention on Number, which sometimes described precisely what is happening to me at present.I had a little absorbing of my life with this direction. I dont't have any capability in number especially in math. This kind of area of science is horrable for me.But, anyway number still catch my attention what ever it is. I have been experienced with someone that I have attracted using the sms communication with number...and somehow; it worked very much! He understood, either I. So, I think related to my story, number can help us to communicate something, such feeling or thinking...I learnt too much using this kind of mechanism to do something that anybody couldn't understand what we're talking about especially both of us. So, number can substitute the alphabet in personal language. I think so.
Tuesday, August 14, 2007
Get Bored with my lovely Syaza
She can make me insane with her crazy inquiries....Too much! I don't understand why my emotion could be escalated to the higher level if face her or her "attitude"...God! please help me to know myself better. Why do I have a burn temper like this. It took yearsssssssss......
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